Chapter XIII: Sweet Embrace

A Loveless Story

CHAPTER XIII: Sweet Embrace

i was quite infatuated with Miss C, that i had to book her again just a month after...

my original plan was to meet each member (my target members) of their group before deciding on who to repeat..
the reason is para makilala ko muna silang lahat, and also to avoid my dilemma - which is ang maabutan ng retirement ng mga escort na gusto kong makatrabaho..
so practically speaking, mas maganda kung i-focus ko muna lahat ng funds ko para ma-meet muna silang lahat, sa halip na maabutan ako ng retirement at magsisi sa bandang huli..
pero after they released photos, one wherein naka-spread yung legs ni Miss C at nakatakip lang yung isa niyang kamay sa crotch niya - i suddenly felt the urge to see her..
kaya ayun pilit ko siyang isinama sa set of walks ko during this time...

and speaking of 'retirement'..
right after coming back from this walk, i was surprised to find out that Miss A (yung babaeng nagbinyag sa akin) has left the group once more..
oo, medyo nakakalungkot na i didn't become well-experienced enough para mai-date ko siya ulit - meron pa namang mga bagay na siya lang yung nagawang magparanas sa akin noon..
some time later, i found out na pumunta na siya sa ibang bansa para doon makipagsapalaran..
and i think that's good for her, and i wish her all the best...

balik sa istorya..
i texted Miss C and 2 other targets about my proposal..
and Miss C was the first one to give me a response..
hindi ko siya kaagad nasagot at natawagan noon dahil sa ingay ng mga sasakyan sa highway..
after 23 minutes ko pa siya nagawang tawagan, and luckily she was still available on the other line to answer my call..
well, it seemed na she was willing to see me again, at binigyan niya ako ng schedule kung kailan siya available.. :)
doon na lang ako nagbase kung anong date yung ipo-propose ko dun sa 2 pa...  

like in our first meeting, our second date had its ups and downs..
mas nakapagkuwentuhan kami (this is when i got to know more about her lovelife's real status)..
for some reason, parang mas malambing rin siya sa akin this time (napaka-supportive niya rin, dahil noong nalaman niya na medyo nagka-problema ako dun sa pinapa-book kong threesome eh tinawagan pa niya talaga ako para tulungan akong makahanap ng kapalit for Miss Y)..
pero as for the intimate part, eh nagkulang ako...

so the day finally came..
pagdating ko sa Manila, i chose a different venue to stay in..
pinili ko yung lugar na yun for several reasons: it was my first time to explore it, to lessen my travel so the less i'll get tired and the more energy that i'll have for our intimate activity, and lastly, to try a room with mirrors on the side of the bed (para sexy)..
hindi kami nagkaroon ng matinong 2nd Round ni Miss C noong una naming pagkikita (even though i was under the influence of a supplement), so i wanted to please her this time..
i texted my 3 companions about the room where i checked in, and after an hour Miss C informed me that she's already on her way..
the doorbell to my room rang at the exact time of our appointment..
Miss C came in wearing some dark sleeveless top, some light colored pants, plus her sexy ankle wrap heels which i requested to see again (and she even tried curling her hair for me :) )...

Miss C was my back-to-back 3rd & 4th Walk... :)

i was just so glad to be able to meet this goddess once more..
nagkukumustahan kami, and i went to the table to prepare the whiskey which i bought for her and her friends..
and i was surprised that she was the first one to hug me tight from behind..
grabe! it felt like girlfriend ko siya na na-miss ako nang sobra, and that was so sweet..
after that, ako naman yung pumunta sa likod niya para mayakap ko rin siya nang mahigpit, then i thanked her..
she asked me why i was thanking her..?
and i told her that i was worried that she wouldn't want to see me again after our first meeting; knowing how i looked like (all over my body), and knowing about my shortcomings & limitations..
i doubted na bibigyan pa niya ulit ako ng pagkakataon para makita siya..
kaya naman i was very glad noon pa lang hayaan niyang matawagan ko siya about my proposal..
at sobra-sobra ang kasiyahan ko the moment na nagkasama na nga ulit kami...

we spent our first hour nang nagkukuwentuhan, kuwentuhan portion pa lang pero nagpaalam na siya kaagad na maghuhubad na siya at magta-tapis na lang (pero may undergarments naman sa loob)..
umiinom siya, kaya napaunlakan naman niya yung dala kong whiskey..
kaso gusto niyang saluhan ko naman siyang uminom, so she made cocktails for both of us..
i did warn her naman na may 2 akong tendency kapag nakakainom ako..
kaya ayun nga, marami-rami rin yung napag-usapan namin (i guess the alcohol helped para mag-loosen up din siya); tungkol sa lovelife, politics, at some other random topics..
she also answered some questions na itinanong ko sa kanya noon through text after our first meeting, and it made me feel a little better to hear it directly from her...

a little more about Miss C..
well, her longest experience is about 6 to 7 inches, and her preferred size is also of the same range..
lovelife is not her priority right now, and she doesn't find the need for a Friend with Benefit..
sa industry na niya nakuha yung mga skills niya..
she has no experience in doing multiple guys at the same time, and she seems to strictly follow the rules of safe casual sex..
dahil sa ganda niya, siyempre hindi maiiwasan na may mga sumubok na ibahay na lang siya - but for some reason eh nire-reject niya lang ang mga ito..
regarding the father of her kid, well it turns out na hindi na lang yun ex-boyfriend ni Miss C, dahil they eventually got married (i assume it was for Miss C and the kid's sake)..
nasa tamang edad na naman noon yung lalaki (supposedly mature enough), pero iniwan rin niya kaagad yung nabuo niyang pamilya.. :(
according to Miss C he already has another family (not a legal one), but he is still communicating with her (at hindi niya alam kung bakit nito ginagawa yun)..
(i really don't get it, why guys who already managed to be with girls of high standards, still end up leaving them and go look for some other girls - kaya nagkakaroon ng over population eh)..
(i don't even get it, why guys who are already in a relationship; married man, boyfriend-girlfriend, or even yung supposedly exclusive na Friends with Benefits setup, are still looking for other girls to have sex with)..
but Miss C doesn't seem to be the kind of woman who believes in second chances, especially when her husband was the one at fault..
for now, her kid serves as her inspiration..
she seems to be fond of smart and knowledgeable people who can bring up a good conversation with her..
she admitted to have a crush on one of her clients (such a lucky bastard! :( ), she said the guy isn't good-looking but is very smart..
but she doubts that her infatuation for that guy can grow into something else..
i asked her if she has a twin sister (an identical twin sister) who i can court, and she said even if she has one, that she wouldn't let me court her twin because she knows i'm already related to the industry..
she herself would not want to be courted by her client (aw! :( )..
but she's the type of woman who would want her partner-to-be to know who she really is and what she has gone through - probably a test of acceptance for the guy's part and proof of loyalty in her part..
i'd say she won't be easily lured by money, but would want a guy who can be a good provider (even if not very rich)..
she seems to drive her own car..
and she said she's worth Php 10 Million para maibahay...

1:19 hours na yung nakalipas, kaya nagbigay na ako ng cue for us to start..
sabay na kaming nag-wash sa banyo, pero nag-shower pa ako kaya nauna siyang lumabas..
i was planning to stick with my usual routine (modeling, foreplay, bosom-play, dining), then try to Spoon her in front of the mirror, and try other positions na gusto ko pang matutunan along the way..
kaso walang nasunod sa mga yun, and i failed miserably.. :(
bago pa kasi ako makalabas ng banyo eh Miss C was already playing with herself using the toy which i requested her to bring, and she was inviting me to watch her..
(ang plano ko pa naman eh during the break after ng 1st Round ko yun ipapagamit sa kanya)..
so wala na nga akong nagawa pagkalabas ko ng banyo..
sumampa na ako ng kama at lumapit sa kanya para manood..
she was doing it with all the lights on, and i can see her in her full glory (na hindi na niya ininda)..
she was using a vibrator, na sinuotan niya ng isa sa mga goma na dala ko, at saka nilagyan ng lube para dumulas..
kitang-kita ko kung paano maglabas-masok ang bagay na yun sa loob ng kitten niya, sobrang inviting naman niyang makatitig sa akin, as if she's telling me to watch her as she pleases herself..
i was caressing her legs naman while she's busy with her thing..
kaso na-turn on na siya, and asked me to insert my tool inside her kitten..
hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko, kasi hindi pa naman talaga yun gising na gising (dahil wala pa namang stimulation na nangyayari)..
pero sinuotan na rin nga niya yun ng goma, at ipinapasok yung sa akin sa loob niya nang pa-Missionary (i had plan to do it with her the natural way this time to see kung hanggang saan talaga ako kayang i-motivate ni Miss C)..
she said she wanted to feel me, and i misunderstood her.. :(
okay pa naman ako nung unang position eh, i was trying to do her slowly..
but then naging delikado na for me when she asked me to Doggy her..
damn! that very hot sensation ng first penetration wearing a Japanese rubber, yung reflection ni Miss C sa mirror, yung view ko ng very sexy back niya and how i penetrate her kitten from behind, yung moaning, at yung dirty-talking niya..
isa lang akong hamak na baguhan noon sa sex, with only a few experience, kaya paano ko naman mare-resist ang isang napakagandang babae na kagaya niya.. :(
i thought she wanted to reach her completion, at na kailangan ko siyang i-pump lang nang i-pump nang tuluy-tuloy..
she was also pumping back, kaya na-doble pa tuloy yung sensation..
i wanted to maintain my rhythm for her, kaso ako yung unang tinamaan ng climax.. :(
at after wala pa nga yatang 10 minutes, i already released my load inside her..
nabitin siya, kaya naman inis na inis siya sa akin noon..
later she explained to me na gusto lang niyang maramdaman yung tool ko inside her, then we'll do foreplay, that she still wanted to suck mine, and so on..
kaso i wasn't really familiar with her kind of routine... :(

napahiya ako kay Miss C.. :(
i didn't mean to be selfish..
kaso wala talaga akong alam pagdating sa sex drive ng mga babae..
eh sa mahirap para sa akin na i-resist ang isang babae na ka-level niya eh.. :(
tapos first completion ko pa yun after a long abstinence, kaya nahirapan talaga akong pigilan yun..
pero marami rin naman akong natutunang lesson dahil sa nangyaring yun...

pero simula pa lang pala yun ng mga failures ko... :(

we washed, rested in bed, and talked for a while - sort of arguing about what happened..
then after only 15 minutes, she was already trying to initiate our 2nd Round..
again, she started playing with herself using her toy..
she was teasing me and trying to wake mine up, kaso ayaw pa talaga eh (it was a mistake that i chose to go natural on her)..
so she asked me to just play with my tool while watching her..
kaso na-realize ko sa sarili ko na basta may kasama na akong babae eh ayaw nang mag-respond ng tool ko sa sarili kong mga kamay, na para bang nahihiya ako na makita ako ng babae na nilalaro ko yung sa akin..
Miss C seemed to notice na hindi yata gagana yung ginagawa ko, so she just asked me to lie beside her and suck on her teat, while still playing with my tool (gusto niya talagang makita na ginagawa ko yun eh)..
she was already moaning a lot, and loud too..
then i noticed that her hips and thighs were already twitching..
at ayun, nakatapos na pala siya..
it was my first time to actually see a woman reach completion..
well, i didn't directly see her juice flow out of her kitten, kasi nga she made me work on her teat..
but then when i rubbed her kitten, andun nga yung transparent na slightly sticky fluid (just like sa mga Japanese Adult Video)..
at pag-alis niya sa puwesto niya, saka ko nakita yung malaking wet marking na nagawa niya doon sa bed sheet..
i was really happy that time, to be able to experience such a wonderful scene... :D

but how i wished na ako sana yung nakapagpatapos sa kanya.. :(
naiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil hinayaan ko na siya yung magparaos sa sarili niya, something that she wanted me to do for her - something that i really wanted to do for her..
naiinis ako dahil sa kakulangan ko ng experience pagdating sa mga ganitong bagay..
may utang na tuloy ako kay Miss C...

after ng completion niya, nag-wash lang siya, tapos balik na kaagad siya to please me..
there was a point kung saan siya yung nag-initiate ng kiss namin (and bihira niya yung gawin sa akin)..
she gave me her signature sloppy head..
tapos nagulat na lang ako na biglang nag-ball sucking na siya, it was my first time to experience that, the feeling was unique though it's not my type of sensation..
during that ball-play, mine went soft again (nailang siguro)..
she then asked me to do her while standing..
sinuotan na niya ako ng goma, then she wore her high heels (pinanlambutan na ulit ako noon), sabay punta niya sa dresser area at sumandal doon..
lumapit ako sa kanya and we tried to put it inside her, kaso nahuli na eh..
pinahiga niya ulit ako sa kama, head with rubber, pero tagos yung sensation dun sa goma..
naalala ko yung salamin, so i asked her if we could try one more position for the last time - Woman On Top..
binigyan niya muna nang sapat na tikas yung sa akin, then she started to ride me..
i looked into the mirror, at nasorpresa ako na she was still wearing her heels while doing the WOT in bed, sobrang ganda ng katawan niya tapos mas pina-sexy pa yun nung sapatos niya..
she's the sexiest thing that i've ever seen - she's the perfect girl..
pero despite all her efforts, eh pinanlambutan pa rin ako..
so nag-proceed na nga lang kami sa completion..
role-playing na ulit..
she told me to imagine na i was having live sex with the girl na gustung-gusto ko (kung alam niya lang sana na siya nga yung babaeng yun - yung babae na gustung-gusto ko)..
she offered me to just release it either on her face or in her mouth, and it ended with a semi-CIM (kasi hindi na sapat yung puwersa nung talsik nung sa akin to hit her mouth)..
grabe! kumalat yung load ko dun sa bed sheet...

she had great plans for me - for both of us..
pero parang walang naging silbi yung mga naging paghahanda ko.. :(
naiinis ako sa sarili ko - i was very disappointed with myself..
i mean, bakit ba kay Miss C pa nangyayari yung mga ganun sa katawan ko..?
bakit sa kanya pa na gustung-gusto ko - na tipo kong babae..?
bakit sa kanya pa na sinusubukan namang gawin ang lahat ng gusto ko..?
she doesn't deserve that.. :(
i was supposed to have better stamina compared to my previous
Walks, pero hindi ganun ang nangyari..
sa dalawang date namin, parehong wala akong nagawa para sa Round 2 namin (tinamaan ako ng antok noong una, tapos tinamaan naman ako ng rubber-sickness nitong padalawa)..
sa first meeting namin ni Miss C, i was under the influence of a certain indirect but still sex-related drug, pero nag-alala siya dahil ang lakas daw ng palpitation ko..
naalala ko naman na all natural naman ako noong Binyag ko kay Miss A, ang tagal nga namin noon at ako pa yung hindi umabot sa completion ko..
tapos first schedule for the day ko pa si Miss C..
kaya naisip ko na, why don't i go all natural again..?
pero ewan ko ba kung anong maling nangyari sa katawan ko..
hindi naman sa nagiging comparative ako, pero hindi ko rin kasi makita yung pagkakaiba..
naka-all natural ako noon with Miss A and Miss J, at ako pa yung hindi makaabot sa completion through penetration..
tapos halos katatapos lang akong maitawid sa completion noon ni Miss J, at niyaya ko na kaagad si Miss A if we could go for another round which also ended with a completion..
even dun sa sumunod na date ko with Miss Ab & Miss D, naka-supplement naman ako noon, pero hindi naman yun nagaya sa first time namin ni Miss C..
kaya bakit kay Miss C pa nagloloko yung katawan ko...? :(

andami kong naging tanong sa sarili ko noon:
was it the abstinence..?
was it that Japanese thin rubber..?
was it the mirror..?
was it the lights..?
was it Miss C herself..?
bakit yung first burst lang parati yung malakas para sa akin (damn! how i miss my teenage years)..?
why was i so tired gayong yun nga yung lakad ko na may pinakamaikli at mas konti lang ang pagod ko na biyahe..?
dapat ba gumamit na lang ako ng supplement..?
at hindi na ba talaga ako pwede sa all natural na pakikipagtalik...?

pero kakaiba talaga ang level of professionalism niya..
kahit na kliyente na yung may problema at pagkukulang eh gagawin pa rin ang lahat para ma-fulfill yung task niya..
and i just wish na magkaroon pa ako ng kakayahan to return her that favor...

we rested in bed for quite some time..
she was giving me some advice para sa susunod, mukhang pagod na daw kasi ako eh (which i doubted)..
tapos inilapit niya yung katawan niya sa akin para mayakap ko naman siya (mula sa likod niya)..
she was only wearing her undergarments back then..
i was caressing her skin, pero inawat niya ako..
mate-turn on na naman daw kasi siya, tapos wala naman na akong magagawa for her.. XD
i find it romantic..
being alone with her, and hugging her just like that - na parang akin nga siya..
napabangon na lang kami noong tumunog yung cellphone niya, at saktong nag-text rin sa akin si Miss Ab about our meeting later that evening..
before Miss C left, niyakap pa niya ako nang mahigpit..
natumba pa nga kami sa may upuan nung dresser area dahil sa akin (mabuti sumakto yung bagsak niya dun sa chair)..
tapos isa pa ulit yakap at beso bago siya tuluyang umalis..
she left 10 minutes before her supposed out, but i don't mind that...

after makaalis ni Miss C, saka ko na-realize na parang totoo nga yung sinabi niya sa akin..
it was still 2 hours before my usual bedtime, pero for some reason eh antok na antok na nga ako noon at hindi ko maintindihan yung nangyari sa akin...

as for Miss C..?
she's someone na interesado talaga ako na mas makilala pa...