A Loveless Story
CHAPTER XII: Chapter C
anlaki ng panghihinayang ko..
at saka ko pa lang na-realize yung malaking panghihinayang ko na yun noong mapagtanto ko na sa aking sarili na parang wala na ngang darating na babae na posibleng magmahal pa sa akin.. :(
i was not yet even 6 when i first learned about the boner effect..
i was 12 when i discovered what sex really is..
pero ako pa talaga yung tipo ng lalaki na umabot sa almost 30 years of age bago ako nakakuha ng experience..
hindi ba nakakatawa yun..?
tapos nagbayad pa ako para dun..?
after discovering about the forum, mas bumaba pa yung tingin ko sa sarili ko bilang isang lalaki..
andun yung mga lalaki na nagku-kuwento kung paanong mga 12 to 15 years old pa lamang sila eh nangde-devirginize na sila ng mga babaeng halos kasing-edad lang rin nila (no wonder kung bakit konti lang yung mga kababaihan na lumalagpas ng 18 y/o with their virginity still intact)..
no wonder din kung bakit maraming babae ang maagang nabubuntis..
andun rin yung mga lalaki na ipinagyayabang pa kung gaano karami ang mga nako-convince nila na makipag-sex sa kanila at kung gaano karami yung mga pinagsasabay-sabay nila na mga karelasyon (asawa, girlfriend man, ka-friends with benefits, officemates, kasambahay, empleyado, at maging mga babae na nasa industriya)..
hindi ko maintindihan kung paanong meron na nga silang matatawag nilang 'sa kanila', pero pilit pa rin silang naghahanap ng iba..
masasama silang lalaki - pero naiinggit ako sa kanila..
starting from 12 (and considering other guys experiences), it means i've wasted 17 potential years of gaining early experience..
or kahit starting from 18 or 21, it means that i still wasted 8 to 11 years of my youth..
nawala na ang aking kabataan.. :(
at sobrang dami ko palang sinayang na oras kahihintay sa wala... :(
at saka ko pa lang na-realize yung malaking panghihinayang ko na yun noong mapagtanto ko na sa aking sarili na parang wala na ngang darating na babae na posibleng magmahal pa sa akin.. :(
i was not yet even 6 when i first learned about the boner effect..
i was 12 when i discovered what sex really is..
pero ako pa talaga yung tipo ng lalaki na umabot sa almost 30 years of age bago ako nakakuha ng experience..
hindi ba nakakatawa yun..?
tapos nagbayad pa ako para dun..?
after discovering about the forum, mas bumaba pa yung tingin ko sa sarili ko bilang isang lalaki..
andun yung mga lalaki na nagku-kuwento kung paanong mga 12 to 15 years old pa lamang sila eh nangde-devirginize na sila ng mga babaeng halos kasing-edad lang rin nila (no wonder kung bakit konti lang yung mga kababaihan na lumalagpas ng 18 y/o with their virginity still intact)..
no wonder din kung bakit maraming babae ang maagang nabubuntis..
andun rin yung mga lalaki na ipinagyayabang pa kung gaano karami ang mga nako-convince nila na makipag-sex sa kanila at kung gaano karami yung mga pinagsasabay-sabay nila na mga karelasyon (asawa, girlfriend man, ka-friends with benefits, officemates, kasambahay, empleyado, at maging mga babae na nasa industriya)..
hindi ko maintindihan kung paanong meron na nga silang matatawag nilang 'sa kanila', pero pilit pa rin silang naghahanap ng iba..
masasama silang lalaki - pero naiinggit ako sa kanila..
starting from 12 (and considering other guys experiences), it means i've wasted 17 potential years of gaining early experience..
or kahit starting from 18 or 21, it means that i still wasted 8 to 11 years of my youth..
nawala na ang aking kabataan.. :(
at sobrang dami ko palang sinayang na oras kahihintay sa wala... :(
tungkol saan nga ba ang parang autobiography ko na ito..?
it's not necessarily about finding love..
pero siguro - it's about finding an alternative for love...
it's not necessarily about finding love..
pero siguro - it's about finding an alternative for love...
A Goddess
Miss C was actually the very first member of their group whom i found in the internet..
it was her old personal webpage that i first encountered while i was trying to search for some online escorts..
the title was quite catchy, with 3 words in it, so i decided to check it out..
and that's also where i found the hyperlinks to her groupmates' respective individual webpages..
BUT Miss C was not an original choice from the [Name of Group]..
while i was still planning my 'Binyag', my dilemma about her is that she may not have big boobs..
plus, most of her previous clients claim that she has a resemblance with the actress Valerie Concepcion (at hindi ko kailanman natipuhan yung artistang yun XD)..
yes, her rate was above the others which could mean that she's really attractive - but i remained hesitant..
yun nga, she didn't really make it to my Top 4 Choices (my 4 Suits) back then...
it was her old personal webpage that i first encountered while i was trying to search for some online escorts..
the title was quite catchy, with 3 words in it, so i decided to check it out..
and that's also where i found the hyperlinks to her groupmates' respective individual webpages..
BUT Miss C was not an original choice from the [Name of Group]..
while i was still planning my 'Binyag', my dilemma about her is that she may not have big boobs..
plus, most of her previous clients claim that she has a resemblance with the actress Valerie Concepcion (at hindi ko kailanman natipuhan yung artistang yun XD)..
yes, her rate was above the others which could mean that she's really attractive - but i remained hesitant..
yun nga, she didn't really make it to my Top 4 Choices (my 4 Suits) back then...
pero there were things about Miss C na nakakuha ng atensyon ko..
she's got these pictures where she sports a short (above shoulder), sort of wavy, black hair - na parang bob cut hairstyle na inayusan - and i really liked that form of her..
tapos all her reviews sound good..
at hindi rin ako ma-convince na kahawig niya si Valerie Concepcion (based sa photos niya, i was thinking that she may look better)..
i was so curious about her, and i know that the only way para mawala yun is if i could meet her in person..
so for my 3rd Walk, i decided that i would like to meet the mysterious Miss C..
bahala na kako kung ano pa man ang Cup Size niya..
Strawberry was not a busty-type, Miss C didn't seem to be a busty-type either, so hayaan ko na lang kako na hindi na muna maging busty yung 2nd set of walks ko..
it was a walk with the goal of just satisfying my curiosity...
she's got these pictures where she sports a short (above shoulder), sort of wavy, black hair - na parang bob cut hairstyle na inayusan - and i really liked that form of her..
tapos all her reviews sound good..
at hindi rin ako ma-convince na kahawig niya si Valerie Concepcion (based sa photos niya, i was thinking that she may look better)..
i was so curious about her, and i know that the only way para mawala yun is if i could meet her in person..
so for my 3rd Walk, i decided that i would like to meet the mysterious Miss C..
bahala na kako kung ano pa man ang Cup Size niya..
Strawberry was not a busty-type, Miss C didn't seem to be a busty-type either, so hayaan ko na lang kako na hindi na muna maging busty yung 2nd set of walks ko..
it was a walk with the goal of just satisfying my curiosity...
it's hard to contact her..
at noong nagkakuwentuhan na kami eh nagkaroon na ako ng ideya kung bakit..
basta ang masasabi ko lang - it feels so fulfilling at parang ang swerte-swerte mo everytime na binibigyan ka na niya ng pagkakataon para makausap lang siya sa cellphone..
naka-set na nga noon yung schedule ko with Strawberry, and i was really hoping na maibu-book ko rin si Miss C..
i was trying to call her and leaving her text messages, kaso wala eh - buhay, pero parang unattended yung phone niya..
sadly, i didn't receive any reply for 2 days.. :(
gabi na ng Day 2 sa attempt na makausap siya, and i was almost giving up..
but me, being the type of person who only likes to follow what has already been planned, eh naisip ko that i'd give it one last shot sa araw mismo ng date namin ni Strawberry..
tutal kako eh hapon pa naman yung appointment namin, magagamit ko pa yung umaga to try to get Miss C..
and if still nothing happens hanggang hapon, then that's the only time na susubukan kong i-avail either si Miss Ab or another member of their group (who is not part of my Top 4)..
malaking sugal yun para sa akin noon, kasi kung late na ako maghahanap ng backup eh baka hindi na rin ako makakuha ng tipo ko, at baka tuluyang masira yung plano ko ng pagluwas...
at noong nagkakuwentuhan na kami eh nagkaroon na ako ng ideya kung bakit..
basta ang masasabi ko lang - it feels so fulfilling at parang ang swerte-swerte mo everytime na binibigyan ka na niya ng pagkakataon para makausap lang siya sa cellphone..
naka-set na nga noon yung schedule ko with Strawberry, and i was really hoping na maibu-book ko rin si Miss C..
i was trying to call her and leaving her text messages, kaso wala eh - buhay, pero parang unattended yung phone niya..
sadly, i didn't receive any reply for 2 days.. :(
gabi na ng Day 2 sa attempt na makausap siya, and i was almost giving up..
but me, being the type of person who only likes to follow what has already been planned, eh naisip ko that i'd give it one last shot sa araw mismo ng date namin ni Strawberry..
tutal kako eh hapon pa naman yung appointment namin, magagamit ko pa yung umaga to try to get Miss C..
and if still nothing happens hanggang hapon, then that's the only time na susubukan kong i-avail either si Miss Ab or another member of their group (who is not part of my Top 4)..
malaking sugal yun para sa akin noon, kasi kung late na ako maghahanap ng backup eh baka hindi na rin ako makakuha ng tipo ko, at baka tuluyang masira yung plano ko ng pagluwas...
it was only 7:11 AM of the day of the deadline when the miracle happened (it was quite too early actually)..
i heard my cellphone ring due to a text message..
and when i checked it, i was surprised to read that it was Miss C asking me to call her..
so i hurriedly went out of our house to get some privacy, and called her by 7:14 AM..
medyo malalim yung boses niya over the phone, seryoso ang dating..
my previous text messages did reach her, and soon we were checking our availability..
i originally planned to spend time with her the following day, gusto ko kasi sana na fresh na fresh yung mababaon kong magagandang alaala pag-uwi ko sa probinsiya eh..
kaso, base sa naging lagay ng mga oras namin, eh the most feasible time na pwede kaming mag-meet was only at 8:00 PM that day..
it made me a bit hesitant, kasi nga may commitment na ako kay Strawberry noong araw din na yun, at napaisip ako kung kaya ko ba ang dalawang magkasunod na walk sa loob lamang ng isang araw (hindi nga araw eh, kundi within 8 hours lang XD)..
pero since i was really curious about her, and was scared na baka eventually maabutan pa ako ng retirement niya, at considering na rin how hard it is to contact her - eh nag-agree na rin nga ako sa preferred time niya..
she also asked me if i'd be interested in doing a 2-on-1..
pero since may nauna na nga akong commitment (they're both pricey) eh sinabi ko na lang na hindi na muna dahil wala naman sa plano ko..
pero ang totoo, na-curious rin ako kung sino ba sana yung balak niyang isama sa date namin..
hindi ko na nga lang siya tinanong, kasi nakakahiya naman na mag-i-inquire ako na alam ko naman na 'NO' din yung isasagot ko sa bandang huli..
ayun nga, na-set rin namin yung schedule namin..
basta napa-YES at napasuntok na lang ako sa hangin sa sobrang saya ko - dahil sa wakas, matutupad na rin yung kagustuhan ko na ma-meet si Miss C... :)
i heard my cellphone ring due to a text message..
and when i checked it, i was surprised to read that it was Miss C asking me to call her..
so i hurriedly went out of our house to get some privacy, and called her by 7:14 AM..
medyo malalim yung boses niya over the phone, seryoso ang dating..
my previous text messages did reach her, and soon we were checking our availability..
i originally planned to spend time with her the following day, gusto ko kasi sana na fresh na fresh yung mababaon kong magagandang alaala pag-uwi ko sa probinsiya eh..
kaso, base sa naging lagay ng mga oras namin, eh the most feasible time na pwede kaming mag-meet was only at 8:00 PM that day..
it made me a bit hesitant, kasi nga may commitment na ako kay Strawberry noong araw din na yun, at napaisip ako kung kaya ko ba ang dalawang magkasunod na walk sa loob lamang ng isang araw (hindi nga araw eh, kundi within 8 hours lang XD)..
pero since i was really curious about her, and was scared na baka eventually maabutan pa ako ng retirement niya, at considering na rin how hard it is to contact her - eh nag-agree na rin nga ako sa preferred time niya..
she also asked me if i'd be interested in doing a 2-on-1..
pero since may nauna na nga akong commitment (they're both pricey) eh sinabi ko na lang na hindi na muna dahil wala naman sa plano ko..
pero ang totoo, na-curious rin ako kung sino ba sana yung balak niyang isama sa date namin..
hindi ko na nga lang siya tinanong, kasi nakakahiya naman na mag-i-inquire ako na alam ko naman na 'NO' din yung isasagot ko sa bandang huli..
ayun nga, na-set rin namin yung schedule namin..
basta napa-YES at napasuntok na lang ako sa hangin sa sobrang saya ko - dahil sa wakas, matutupad na rin yung kagustuhan ko na ma-meet si Miss C... :)
i must admit na si Strawberry talaga ang top priority ko for that day pagdating sa kagandahan..
the reason is simple, it's because pinapakita naman ng handler niya sa mga sample photos niya yung buong itsura niya..
so when it comes to Strawberry, eh alam ko na what to expect..
at sa kaso naman ni Miss C, well mostly eh edited at censored yung mga mukha nila sa mga pictures nila sa kanilang website (probably due to privacy concerns)..
so i was not very sure about her, and i was only hoping that she'll be a match for Strawberry..
and in case hindi man, her being a part of the [Name of Group], eh malaki ang tiwala ko na babawi naman siya sa performance (since kilala sila sa mataas na level ng professionalism)..
but she was more than what i expected..
aaminin ko, with respect sa face value (strictly) - ang current ranking ko up to now eh: #1 Strawberry, #2 Miss J (since East Asian yung dating niya), at #3 pa si Miss C..
pero sa kabuuan - Miss C is almost a perfect woman for me...
the reason is simple, it's because pinapakita naman ng handler niya sa mga sample photos niya yung buong itsura niya..
so when it comes to Strawberry, eh alam ko na what to expect..
at sa kaso naman ni Miss C, well mostly eh edited at censored yung mga mukha nila sa mga pictures nila sa kanilang website (probably due to privacy concerns)..
so i was not very sure about her, and i was only hoping that she'll be a match for Strawberry..
and in case hindi man, her being a part of the [Name of Group], eh malaki ang tiwala ko na babawi naman siya sa performance (since kilala sila sa mataas na level ng professionalism)..
but she was more than what i expected..
aaminin ko, with respect sa face value (strictly) - ang current ranking ko up to now eh: #1 Strawberry, #2 Miss J (since East Asian yung dating niya), at #3 pa si Miss C..
pero sa kabuuan - Miss C is almost a perfect woman for me...
7:49 PM pa lang eh dumating na si Miss C sa meeting place namin (11 minutes na mas maaga kumpara sa usapan namin)..
hindi ko na siya sinilip sa peephole pagka-ring niya ng doorbell, diretso bukas na kaagad ako..
at nasorpesa ako sa bumungad sa akin na babae..
she looks younger in person compared sa mga photos niya where she looks matured (siguro dahil parating seryoso yung mga kuha sa kanya)..
she said she's in her mid-20's, but she looks like she's only in her early 20's, at na-realize ko na it was because of her smile..
yung cheerfulness niya ang nakakapagpabata sa kanya..
Valerie Concepcion is nothing compared to her, in fact, understatement nga yun for Miss C eh, she reminds me of the intellectual pornstar Valentina Nappi (dahil sa cleft chin niya)..
medyo pahaba yung structure ng mukha niya, not totally symmetric dahil sa kanyang mga taling, but nonetheless she was very pretty..
she has a cleft chin which i find cute for her, at mukhang masarap mahalikan yung full lips niya..
unlike sa photo updates niya, she sports a straight, slightly long hair (lampas shoulder), with highlights..
she arrived wearing some dark blouse with sleeves and knee-high skirt i think (or was it a one piece dress..?)..
standing next to her, sa tantsa ko mas matangkad ako sa kanya ng konti..
i requested her to wear her sexiest pair of high heels, and (damn!) she did.. :)
pagkakita ko pa lang na suot niya ang mga yun, eh na-satisfy na kaagad ako at nasabik na makita ang mga yun in action eh..
it was an open ankle wrap heels (if i'm not mistaken with its type), it's not my usual type, but those really looked sexy & lovely on her feet..
unlike sa mas common na leather strap at buckle-type lock na wraps, eh parang stretchable band yung gamit sa sapatos niya, parang dark brown yung color nung wrap, at darker in color yung majority nung shoes, sabi niya nasa 1 & 1/2 inch lang daw yung taas ng takong nun (though sa tingin ko eh mga nasa 2 & 1/2 to 3 inches yun)..
basta sobrang sexy talaga ng mga yun sa kanya, na para bang ginawa talaga ang high heels para isuot niya..
i'm just proud na nakahalubilo ko ang isang babae na kasing ganda niya...
hindi ko na siya sinilip sa peephole pagka-ring niya ng doorbell, diretso bukas na kaagad ako..
at nasorpesa ako sa bumungad sa akin na babae..
she looks younger in person compared sa mga photos niya where she looks matured (siguro dahil parating seryoso yung mga kuha sa kanya)..
she said she's in her mid-20's, but she looks like she's only in her early 20's, at na-realize ko na it was because of her smile..
yung cheerfulness niya ang nakakapagpabata sa kanya..
Valerie Concepcion is nothing compared to her, in fact, understatement nga yun for Miss C eh, she reminds me of the intellectual pornstar Valentina Nappi (dahil sa cleft chin niya)..
medyo pahaba yung structure ng mukha niya, not totally symmetric dahil sa kanyang mga taling, but nonetheless she was very pretty..
she has a cleft chin which i find cute for her, at mukhang masarap mahalikan yung full lips niya..
unlike sa photo updates niya, she sports a straight, slightly long hair (lampas shoulder), with highlights..
she arrived wearing some dark blouse with sleeves and knee-high skirt i think (or was it a one piece dress..?)..
standing next to her, sa tantsa ko mas matangkad ako sa kanya ng konti..
i requested her to wear her sexiest pair of high heels, and (damn!) she did.. :)
pagkakita ko pa lang na suot niya ang mga yun, eh na-satisfy na kaagad ako at nasabik na makita ang mga yun in action eh..
it was an open ankle wrap heels (if i'm not mistaken with its type), it's not my usual type, but those really looked sexy & lovely on her feet..
unlike sa mas common na leather strap at buckle-type lock na wraps, eh parang stretchable band yung gamit sa sapatos niya, parang dark brown yung color nung wrap, at darker in color yung majority nung shoes, sabi niya nasa 1 & 1/2 inch lang daw yung taas ng takong nun (though sa tingin ko eh mga nasa 2 & 1/2 to 3 inches yun)..
basta sobrang sexy talaga ng mga yun sa kanya, na para bang ginawa talaga ang high heels para isuot niya..
i'm just proud na nakahalubilo ko ang isang babae na kasing ganda niya...
as soon as she entered the room, Miss C was very good in handling a conversation..
medyo mababa ang tono ng boses niya..
she's very nice, accommodating, makuwento (madaldal as she describes herself), and very smart..
she's also a positive thinker, mas gusto niyang tingnan ang mga bagay-bagay sa mabuting side nito sa halip na mag-focus sa kung ano ang negative..
sobrang maalalahanin rin niya, she's always checking on me kung okay lang ba ako..
i really enjoy her company..
natanong rin pala niya ako kung nagba-banda nga ako, at hindi na bago sa akin yun... XD
medyo mababa ang tono ng boses niya..
she's very nice, accommodating, makuwento (madaldal as she describes herself), and very smart..
she's also a positive thinker, mas gusto niyang tingnan ang mga bagay-bagay sa mabuting side nito sa halip na mag-focus sa kung ano ang negative..
sobrang maalalahanin rin niya, she's always checking on me kung okay lang ba ako..
i really enjoy her company..
natanong rin pala niya ako kung nagba-banda nga ako, at hindi na bago sa akin yun... XD
it was 8:36 PM nang
magyaya na si Miss C na mag-shower, i guess napansin niya na hindi pa
ako nagyayaya para makapag-start na kami (truth is, late na akong
nakapag-dinner noon dahil sa naging problema namin ni Strawberry sa
oras, kaya medyo pinakikiramdaman ko pa ang sarili ko that time)..
nag-toothbrush muna kami, she was inviting me kasi na sabayan siya, then i headed to the shower para mas fresh naman ako for her..
medyo nakakahiya kay Miss C, kasi for some reason eh tayong-tayo na yung sa akin noon pa lang (i was under the influence of Sildenafil this time, kalahati ng isang 50 mg tablet, despite na i have already taken in a dietary supplement earlier)..
she even gave me a comment na it was kinda big daw for someone of my size or height, and it flattered me.. :)
she told me na yung Betadine Feminine Wash na lang niya yung gamitin kong panglinis dun sa akin, and it made sense kasi antiseptic nga naman yun..
(andami kong natututunan sa kanya pagdating sa kalinisan at safe sex :) )..
lumapit siya sa akin habang nagsha-shower pa ako (naka-tapis naman siya ng towel noon), naglagay siya ng Betadine sa kamay niya, then she asked me kung pwedeng siya na lang ang mag-wash nung sa akin..
(gulp!) i was surprised noong tanungin niya ako nun; i've never bathed with a woman before, and for me it was a great honor and it's like a fulfillment of an adult film fantasy - shower together.. :D
naman! sino ba namang lalaki ang makakatanggi sa alok na yun ni Miss C..?
so pinaubaya ko na nga ang aking sarili sa kanya..
dire-diretso lang ako sa pagsasabon ng katawan ko habang nililinis niya yung sa akin, i was actually keeping myself busy para maiwasan ko naman na makatapos kaagad sa kamay pa lang niya..XD
but there was this point na parang naabala ko yata siya sa ginagawa niya sa akin with all my movements, at sinabi niya sa akin na 'Babe, hayaan mo muna akong maglaro!'..
at ako naman eh napa-'What the EFF' na lang sa sarili ko, coz she was serious - she wanted to play some more (and it turned me on)..
i wanted her to enjoy that moment with me, iniiiwas ko na yung tingin ko sa kanya just to resist her..
kaso, with all her smooth strokes, and seeing her pretty & naughty look while playing with my tool, and considering na rin our very sexy setting - eh i just had to stop her.. :(
i told her na baka kasi maiputok niya kaagad yun nang sobrang aga, kasi mine is very sensitive to touch and friction..
tapos naisip ko rin siyempre na limited lamang yung number of rounds namin noon, kaya bawal mag-aksaya ng bala.. XD
kaya naman tumigil na siya at sinabi na sa kama na nga lang namin ituloy yun...
nag-toothbrush muna kami, she was inviting me kasi na sabayan siya, then i headed to the shower para mas fresh naman ako for her..
medyo nakakahiya kay Miss C, kasi for some reason eh tayong-tayo na yung sa akin noon pa lang (i was under the influence of Sildenafil this time, kalahati ng isang 50 mg tablet, despite na i have already taken in a dietary supplement earlier)..
she even gave me a comment na it was kinda big daw for someone of my size or height, and it flattered me.. :)
she told me na yung Betadine Feminine Wash na lang niya yung gamitin kong panglinis dun sa akin, and it made sense kasi antiseptic nga naman yun..
(andami kong natututunan sa kanya pagdating sa kalinisan at safe sex :) )..
lumapit siya sa akin habang nagsha-shower pa ako (naka-tapis naman siya ng towel noon), naglagay siya ng Betadine sa kamay niya, then she asked me kung pwedeng siya na lang ang mag-wash nung sa akin..
(gulp!) i was surprised noong tanungin niya ako nun; i've never bathed with a woman before, and for me it was a great honor and it's like a fulfillment of an adult film fantasy - shower together.. :D
naman! sino ba namang lalaki ang makakatanggi sa alok na yun ni Miss C..?
so pinaubaya ko na nga ang aking sarili sa kanya..
dire-diretso lang ako sa pagsasabon ng katawan ko habang nililinis niya yung sa akin, i was actually keeping myself busy para maiwasan ko naman na makatapos kaagad sa kamay pa lang niya..XD
but there was this point na parang naabala ko yata siya sa ginagawa niya sa akin with all my movements, at sinabi niya sa akin na 'Babe, hayaan mo muna akong maglaro!'..
at ako naman eh napa-'What the EFF' na lang sa sarili ko, coz she was serious - she wanted to play some more (and it turned me on)..
i wanted her to enjoy that moment with me, iniiiwas ko na yung tingin ko sa kanya just to resist her..
kaso, with all her smooth strokes, and seeing her pretty & naughty look while playing with my tool, and considering na rin our very sexy setting - eh i just had to stop her.. :(
i told her na baka kasi maiputok niya kaagad yun nang sobrang aga, kasi mine is very sensitive to touch and friction..
tapos naisip ko rin siyempre na limited lamang yung number of rounds namin noon, kaya bawal mag-aksaya ng bala.. XD
kaya naman tumigil na siya at sinabi na sa kama na nga lang namin ituloy yun...
she was already in bed noong makatapos na akong magtuyo..
pero naisip ko na i-request sa kanya yung bagay na gusto ko talagang subukan noong araw na iyon..
i wasn't expecting to find that kind of room doon sa establishment na yun (since nabigo na nga ako noong unang beses), but it was a dream (goal) come true for me na makapag-check-in sa isang room na may couch, a durable wooden table, at maraming full-length mirrors.. :D
and so i asked Miss C if we can do it with her on top of the table..?
she was kinda hesitant at first, so we both checked the table..
at nang makita namin na mukhang durable naman yung table, eh nag-agree na rin nga siya na subukan yung proposal ko, at nagmadali na akong alisin yung salamin sa ibabaw ng mesa para hindi naman kami makabasag..
doon pa lang sa pagpayag niyang iyon eh maligaya na ako... :)
pero naisip ko na i-request sa kanya yung bagay na gusto ko talagang subukan noong araw na iyon..
i wasn't expecting to find that kind of room doon sa establishment na yun (since nabigo na nga ako noong unang beses), but it was a dream (goal) come true for me na makapag-check-in sa isang room na may couch, a durable wooden table, at maraming full-length mirrors.. :D
and so i asked Miss C if we can do it with her on top of the table..?
she was kinda hesitant at first, so we both checked the table..
at nang makita namin na mukhang durable naman yung table, eh nag-agree na rin nga siya na subukan yung proposal ko, at nagmadali na akong alisin yung salamin sa ibabaw ng mesa para hindi naman kami makabasag..
doon pa lang sa pagpayag niyang iyon eh maligaya na ako... :)
we had a slow start, naka-dim light kami noon..
and i'd say na ako talaga yung nagdikta ng mga gagawin namin para sa 1st Round..
first, i asked her to wear her high heels once more, na isa sa mga pahirap ko kay Miss C bukod pa dun sa pagpapasampa sa kanya sa table, but she still obliged..
she asked me kung ano pa daw ang gagawin namin, and i told her na gusto ko munang mapagmasdan nang husto ang kanyang katawan..
it was her idea naman to play sexy music in the background.. :)
so we stood in front of one of the mirrors inside our room, and i could no longer resist the temptation of touching her wonderful naked soft body..
pero siyempre nagpaalam muna ako sa kanya bago ko siya tuluyang hawakan..
she was very enticing kung kaya't matindi na ang tikas ng sa akin, kung kaya't idinidiin ko yun sa may hips niya para lang hindi yun mapadpad in between her legs..
i stopped and sat down sa bed para naman makita ko nang mas maayos ang buo niyang katawan habang high heels na lamang ang suot niya..
(damn!) she really looked good with only those heels on, tapos nag-sexy dance pa siya sa saliw nung background music, kaya mas lalo pa tuloy uminit ang mga bagay-bagay..
with her lovely face, and that very sexy body of hers..
she's got the most perfect body na nakita ko na in person; well-proportioned, maganda ang balanse, and nicely-toned - at ganun na ganun ang type kong makita sa isang ganap na babae..
totoong nagduda ako sa chest part niya noong una, pero noong nakita ko na ang mga yun nang harapan ay nalaman ko na nagkamali pala ako..
they're big enough (ganun pala ang natural na 34B), maganda ang hugis pati ang bagsak; soft, round, and firm..
well, it seems na hindi sila sapat to perform a good sandwich experience - pero wala akong mairereklamo with those beautiful bosom..
she's got pointed teats rin, which makes it even more fun to play with those things..
hindi naman siya slim na slim, pero may sapat siyang laman sa katawan, voluptuous siguro ang term - tamang-tama sa preference ko..
she's got this sexy waist and broad hips, and yummy-looking shaved Innie-type kitten..
tama lang ang laki ng puwet niya para sa panlasa ko; soft and round kaya hindi ko maiwasan na hindi hawakan..
and her thighs..? (damn!) that's the perfect shape of thighs for me (kuhang-kuha yung bawat curve na gaya ng mga nasa anime)..
tapos nicely toned legs na mas na-emphasize pa ng pagsusuot niya ng high heels..
ang ganda niyang panoorin habang sumasayaw siya sa harap ng salamin..
her smooth and fair skin is so irresistible, and i didn't notice any tattoo on her body..
the skin is almost perfect (aesthetically speaking) if not for her scar..
she's a MILF, but her body doesn't look like one..
her Caesarean or C-section scar is the only clue that gives out the fact that she's already a mom (to 1 kid)..
pero para sa akin, hindi kabawasan yung scar na yun sa pagkatao niya; dahil ipinapakita lang nun kung gaano siya katapang at katatag bilang isang babae - pinanindigan niya yung anak niya, kahit na noong mag-isa na lamang siya, at hinahangaan ko siya dahil dun.. :)
she is perfect in every aspect of her body..
and she is indeed a goddess...
and i'd say na ako talaga yung nagdikta ng mga gagawin namin para sa 1st Round..
first, i asked her to wear her high heels once more, na isa sa mga pahirap ko kay Miss C bukod pa dun sa pagpapasampa sa kanya sa table, but she still obliged..
she asked me kung ano pa daw ang gagawin namin, and i told her na gusto ko munang mapagmasdan nang husto ang kanyang katawan..
it was her idea naman to play sexy music in the background.. :)
so we stood in front of one of the mirrors inside our room, and i could no longer resist the temptation of touching her wonderful naked soft body..
pero siyempre nagpaalam muna ako sa kanya bago ko siya tuluyang hawakan..
she was very enticing kung kaya't matindi na ang tikas ng sa akin, kung kaya't idinidiin ko yun sa may hips niya para lang hindi yun mapadpad in between her legs..
i stopped and sat down sa bed para naman makita ko nang mas maayos ang buo niyang katawan habang high heels na lamang ang suot niya..
(damn!) she really looked good with only those heels on, tapos nag-sexy dance pa siya sa saliw nung background music, kaya mas lalo pa tuloy uminit ang mga bagay-bagay..
with her lovely face, and that very sexy body of hers..
she's got the most perfect body na nakita ko na in person; well-proportioned, maganda ang balanse, and nicely-toned - at ganun na ganun ang type kong makita sa isang ganap na babae..
totoong nagduda ako sa chest part niya noong una, pero noong nakita ko na ang mga yun nang harapan ay nalaman ko na nagkamali pala ako..
they're big enough (ganun pala ang natural na 34B), maganda ang hugis pati ang bagsak; soft, round, and firm..
well, it seems na hindi sila sapat to perform a good sandwich experience - pero wala akong mairereklamo with those beautiful bosom..
she's got pointed teats rin, which makes it even more fun to play with those things..
hindi naman siya slim na slim, pero may sapat siyang laman sa katawan, voluptuous siguro ang term - tamang-tama sa preference ko..
she's got this sexy waist and broad hips, and yummy-looking shaved Innie-type kitten..
tama lang ang laki ng puwet niya para sa panlasa ko; soft and round kaya hindi ko maiwasan na hindi hawakan..
and her thighs..? (damn!) that's the perfect shape of thighs for me (kuhang-kuha yung bawat curve na gaya ng mga nasa anime)..
tapos nicely toned legs na mas na-emphasize pa ng pagsusuot niya ng high heels..
ang ganda niyang panoorin habang sumasayaw siya sa harap ng salamin..
her smooth and fair skin is so irresistible, and i didn't notice any tattoo on her body..
the skin is almost perfect (aesthetically speaking) if not for her scar..
she's a MILF, but her body doesn't look like one..
her Caesarean or C-section scar is the only clue that gives out the fact that she's already a mom (to 1 kid)..
pero para sa akin, hindi kabawasan yung scar na yun sa pagkatao niya; dahil ipinapakita lang nun kung gaano siya katapang at katatag bilang isang babae - pinanindigan niya yung anak niya, kahit na noong mag-isa na lamang siya, at hinahangaan ko siya dahil dun.. :)
she is perfect in every aspect of her body..
and she is indeed a goddess...
The New Ace of Hearts
with respect to her profession, Miss C is like a lady with dual personality.. XD
during conversation, she can be a very good companion..
her knowledge is very broad, and she can chat with you about almost anything..
very decent and respectful..
but in bed - she can transform into a wild performer..
it only shows kung gaano kataas ang level of professionalism niya sa oras ng trabaho...
during conversation, she can be a very good companion..
her knowledge is very broad, and she can chat with you about almost anything..
very decent and respectful..
but in bed - she can transform into a wild performer..
it only shows kung gaano kataas ang level of professionalism niya sa oras ng trabaho...
i was under the influence of Sildenafil (pampalakas ng daloy ng dugo) during my walk with Miss C..
at sa kabila yun nang pag-inom ko ng dietary supplement earlier..
bukod pa dun yung 2 multivitamins..
pero dahil nakatulog pa rin yung sa akin sa 2nd Round namin ni Strawberry kanina, eh naisip ko na mag-take ng Sildenafil para makasigurado... XD
at sa kabila yun nang pag-inom ko ng dietary supplement earlier..
bukod pa dun yung 2 multivitamins..
pero dahil nakatulog pa rin yung sa akin sa 2nd Round namin ni Strawberry kanina, eh naisip ko na mag-take ng Sildenafil para makasigurado... XD
for our 1st Round, i did it with my Officemate.. :)
after ng modeling, i asked Miss C kung pwede ba muna akong mag-dine, at pinaupo ko na siya sa edge ng bed..
i kissed her from lips (full at soft yung kanya), then fed on her soft bosom for a while, hanggang sa nakababa na nga ako sa kanyang lagusan..
hindi ko kaagad yun tinikman, hinalikan ko muna siya sa kanyang mga hita at singit while i'm caressing her legs - gustung-gusto ko yung thought na suot niya noon yung heels niya..
hanggang sa hindi ko na nga napigilan ang sarili ko, at tuluyan na akong nag-dine..
i loved the way she's twitching na biglang nako-close niya yung legs niya habang nasa pagitan pa ng mga hita niya ang ulo ko..
gustung-gusto rin ng mga tenga ko na naririnig yung mga ungol at paghinga niya..
matagal-tagal rin niya akong pinakain..
after that, she wants us to proceed already onto the table..
pero hiniling ko sa kanya na bigyan niya muna ako ng 'head' (i wanted to experience yung pinagmamalaki ng mga previous clients niya na sloppy daw, and i wanted to watch her pretty face while she's doing that wonderful thing to me)..
ewan ko ba, pero parang nagustuhan ko na rin na kolektahin yung mga ganung klase ng alaala - receiving a 'head' mula sa ilan sa pinakamagagandang babae sa mundo.. :)
it somehow boosts my self-confidence, na kesyo hindi rin naman ako completely undesirable..
pumuwesto kami sa may couch, malapit sa may dining table (para diretso na kaagad kami sa table kapag ready na ako)..
she took my lubricant and Japanese 003 rubber with her, along with her stuff (napaka-organize niyang kumilos at nakahanda na kaagad sa tabi niya lahat ng mga gagamitin niya)..
i offered her a pillow na maluluhuran niya sana para hindi naman siya mahirapan, pero tumanggi siya dahil gagamitin ko pa daw yun pamaya sa aking pagtulog..
so i sat on the couch, and she started her foreplay..
she kissed me from my head, and was rubbing her smooth body to mine - loved it when she rubbed her chest on my muscle..
hanggang sa nakababa na siya sa importanteng parte..
she started giving me a 'head' while her lovely eyes are staring at me, and (gulp!) i was so surprised to see that she's doing it while squatting with her heels on.. :D
dream come true yun for me - to receive that kind of pleasure from such a fine woman at sa ganung kaseksing pamamaraan.. :)
basta sobrang hot na makita yung legs niya na naka-spread, her kitten exposed down there, at lahat ng yun habang naka-high heels siya..
she gave me the sloppiest sensation that i have ever felt; spitting, licking, eating, and stroking my muscle..
sobrang sarap..
pero ganun ulit (kagaya kanina), i had to stop her before she could finish me off..
so she put on me my Japanese rubber, then she sat above the dining table..
i wanted her to just lie on her back so i could see her well as i penetrate..
pero medyo alanganin yata yung posisyon niya, so she chose to stick her body around me..
i started to pump, and soon na-realize ko na it was going be hard kasi nakatiad na ako (lagot, mataas yung table for me XD)..
kaya binilisan ko na yung pagtatrabaho ko sa kanya, kasi natakot ako na baka mas mauna pa akong mapagod kesa sa makatapos..
she can be really loud; PSE level of moan plus Tagalog dirty talking (nawala na nga sa isip ko na malapit lang kami sa may bintana noong gawin namin yun eh, kaya baka may nakarinig sa amin sa labas XD)..
she locked my body towards her using her legs..
i almost came to a point na untik na ulit akong kapusin dahil sa kakulangan sa sensation..
but thanks to Miss C's moaning and dirty talking (damn! those sexy words), i was able to maintain my stiffness..
she was also asking me to moan for her, at noon ko na-realize na nabubuhayan rin pala ako kapag naririnig ko ang sarili ko na nasasarapan..
then i felt a sudden warmth inside her (i'm not really sure what it is)..
at halos kasabay noon, narating ko na rin ang aking completion sa loob din niya (that was the second time for me)..
that time na-realize ko na maybe i need that style of her in doing protected-sex, coz it can motivate me...
after ng modeling, i asked Miss C kung pwede ba muna akong mag-dine, at pinaupo ko na siya sa edge ng bed..
i kissed her from lips (full at soft yung kanya), then fed on her soft bosom for a while, hanggang sa nakababa na nga ako sa kanyang lagusan..
hindi ko kaagad yun tinikman, hinalikan ko muna siya sa kanyang mga hita at singit while i'm caressing her legs - gustung-gusto ko yung thought na suot niya noon yung heels niya..
hanggang sa hindi ko na nga napigilan ang sarili ko, at tuluyan na akong nag-dine..
i loved the way she's twitching na biglang nako-close niya yung legs niya habang nasa pagitan pa ng mga hita niya ang ulo ko..
gustung-gusto rin ng mga tenga ko na naririnig yung mga ungol at paghinga niya..
matagal-tagal rin niya akong pinakain..
after that, she wants us to proceed already onto the table..
pero hiniling ko sa kanya na bigyan niya muna ako ng 'head' (i wanted to experience yung pinagmamalaki ng mga previous clients niya na sloppy daw, and i wanted to watch her pretty face while she's doing that wonderful thing to me)..
ewan ko ba, pero parang nagustuhan ko na rin na kolektahin yung mga ganung klase ng alaala - receiving a 'head' mula sa ilan sa pinakamagagandang babae sa mundo.. :)
it somehow boosts my self-confidence, na kesyo hindi rin naman ako completely undesirable..
pumuwesto kami sa may couch, malapit sa may dining table (para diretso na kaagad kami sa table kapag ready na ako)..
she took my lubricant and Japanese 003 rubber with her, along with her stuff (napaka-organize niyang kumilos at nakahanda na kaagad sa tabi niya lahat ng mga gagamitin niya)..
i offered her a pillow na maluluhuran niya sana para hindi naman siya mahirapan, pero tumanggi siya dahil gagamitin ko pa daw yun pamaya sa aking pagtulog..
so i sat on the couch, and she started her foreplay..
she kissed me from my head, and was rubbing her smooth body to mine - loved it when she rubbed her chest on my muscle..
hanggang sa nakababa na siya sa importanteng parte..
she started giving me a 'head' while her lovely eyes are staring at me, and (gulp!) i was so surprised to see that she's doing it while squatting with her heels on.. :D
dream come true yun for me - to receive that kind of pleasure from such a fine woman at sa ganung kaseksing pamamaraan.. :)
basta sobrang hot na makita yung legs niya na naka-spread, her kitten exposed down there, at lahat ng yun habang naka-high heels siya..
she gave me the sloppiest sensation that i have ever felt; spitting, licking, eating, and stroking my muscle..
sobrang sarap..
pero ganun ulit (kagaya kanina), i had to stop her before she could finish me off..
so she put on me my Japanese rubber, then she sat above the dining table..
i wanted her to just lie on her back so i could see her well as i penetrate..
pero medyo alanganin yata yung posisyon niya, so she chose to stick her body around me..
i started to pump, and soon na-realize ko na it was going be hard kasi nakatiad na ako (lagot, mataas yung table for me XD)..
kaya binilisan ko na yung pagtatrabaho ko sa kanya, kasi natakot ako na baka mas mauna pa akong mapagod kesa sa makatapos..
she can be really loud; PSE level of moan plus Tagalog dirty talking (nawala na nga sa isip ko na malapit lang kami sa may bintana noong gawin namin yun eh, kaya baka may nakarinig sa amin sa labas XD)..
she locked my body towards her using her legs..
i almost came to a point na untik na ulit akong kapusin dahil sa kakulangan sa sensation..
but thanks to Miss C's moaning and dirty talking (damn! those sexy words), i was able to maintain my stiffness..
she was also asking me to moan for her, at noon ko na-realize na nabubuhayan rin pala ako kapag naririnig ko ang sarili ko na nasasarapan..
then i felt a sudden warmth inside her (i'm not really sure what it is)..
at halos kasabay noon, narating ko na rin ang aking completion sa loob din niya (that was the second time for me)..
that time na-realize ko na maybe i need that style of her in doing protected-sex, coz it can motivate me...
for some reason she was the one who cleaned me up and disposed of my rubber..
sobrang hygienic niya; she cleans herself before & after every round (eh pati nga kliyente eh nililinisan niya, delikado nga lang na makatapos kaagad, haha!)..
andaming laman ng hygiene kit nya, puros Antiseptic pa..
tapos while we were washing our selves, she told me that she really meant what she said earlier - that mine was unusually hard..
tapos she asked me kung bakit maalam daw akong mag-dine despite the fact na 4th experience ko pa lang naman siya..?
kaya nagtaka naman ako na 'huh? talaga?? ako, maalam???'..
at sinabi niya sa akin na i was good at dining, matulis daw ang dila ko..
sinabi ko naman sa kanya na ginagaya ko lang naman kung ano yung mga napapanood ko sa mga adult film..
pero napasaya talaga ako (sa loob-loob ko) nung mga compliment niyang yun... :)
sobrang hygienic niya; she cleans herself before & after every round (eh pati nga kliyente eh nililinisan niya, delikado nga lang na makatapos kaagad, haha!)..
andaming laman ng hygiene kit nya, puros Antiseptic pa..
tapos while we were washing our selves, she told me that she really meant what she said earlier - that mine was unusually hard..
tapos she asked me kung bakit maalam daw akong mag-dine despite the fact na 4th experience ko pa lang naman siya..?
kaya nagtaka naman ako na 'huh? talaga?? ako, maalam???'..
at sinabi niya sa akin na i was good at dining, matulis daw ang dila ko..
sinabi ko naman sa kanya na ginagaya ko lang naman kung ano yung mga napapanood ko sa mga adult film..
pero napasaya talaga ako (sa loob-loob ko) nung mga compliment niyang yun... :)
during our break, napansin niya na inaantok na ang mga mata ko (stupid eyes, pahamak eh :( )..
so siguro nagdalawang-isip na rin siya kung kaya ko pa nga bang magamit yung natitirang Round ko..
dumating pa kami sa punto na she was already teasing me with her chest..
she was playing with them, squeezing them together, and showing me her cleavage and teats..
saka ko na lang na-realize na maybe she was encouraging me to start our 2nd Round back then..
hanggang sa she asked me na humiga na lang daw ako sa kama at siya na lang ang bahala sa akin...
so siguro nagdalawang-isip na rin siya kung kaya ko pa nga bang magamit yung natitirang Round ko..
dumating pa kami sa punto na she was already teasing me with her chest..
she was playing with them, squeezing them together, and showing me her cleavage and teats..
saka ko na lang na-realize na maybe she was encouraging me to start our 2nd Round back then..
hanggang sa she asked me na humiga na lang daw ako sa kama at siya na lang ang bahala sa akin...
for our 2nd round, i did it with my Pasaway & Naughty Student..
she's more into the role-play this time..
again, she started with her foreplay, pero now she's whispering things to me while kissing me all over..
she's narrating the scenario; telling me that she'll do anything for me just to get a grade of 'Uno' sa klase ko, she's offering sexual favors for her benefit, and even telling me na pwede ko siyang ipaiwan palagi after class para magawa ko lahat ng gusto kong gawin sa kanya..
hanggang sa nakababa na siya sa pagitan ng mga hita ko..
she used my lubricant and started to stroke my muscle..
she then showed her tongue while staring at me, and let her spit slowly drip down to my lower head..
(damn!) i loved the way she addresses me as 'Sir'..
on with her dirty talk while giving me a sloppy double-hand, this time mas nakaka-gana pa dahil naririnig ko yung salitang 'Sir'..
she told me na pwede ko daw yung ilabas sa bibig o mukha niya.. :D
i lasted for several minutes until i reached completion right at her left teat..
that round wasn't full of action, it was Miss C who dictated our play - but it was filled with stories..
i couldn't even stop myself from moaning and twitching while releasing every shot of load that i have..
and even when she was already wiping and cleaning my muscle, i was still sensitive, and moaning & twitching..
it was one of the best completion that i've ever had, it was very relaxing too..
kitang-kita noon sa mukha ko yung ngiti dahil sa satisfaction... :)
she's more into the role-play this time..
again, she started with her foreplay, pero now she's whispering things to me while kissing me all over..
she's narrating the scenario; telling me that she'll do anything for me just to get a grade of 'Uno' sa klase ko, she's offering sexual favors for her benefit, and even telling me na pwede ko siyang ipaiwan palagi after class para magawa ko lahat ng gusto kong gawin sa kanya..
hanggang sa nakababa na siya sa pagitan ng mga hita ko..
she used my lubricant and started to stroke my muscle..
she then showed her tongue while staring at me, and let her spit slowly drip down to my lower head..
(damn!) i loved the way she addresses me as 'Sir'..
on with her dirty talk while giving me a sloppy double-hand, this time mas nakaka-gana pa dahil naririnig ko yung salitang 'Sir'..
she told me na pwede ko daw yung ilabas sa bibig o mukha niya.. :D
i lasted for several minutes until i reached completion right at her left teat..
that round wasn't full of action, it was Miss C who dictated our play - but it was filled with stories..
i couldn't even stop myself from moaning and twitching while releasing every shot of load that i have..
and even when she was already wiping and cleaning my muscle, i was still sensitive, and moaning & twitching..
it was one of the best completion that i've ever had, it was very relaxing too..
kitang-kita noon sa mukha ko yung ngiti dahil sa satisfaction... :)
pero hindi pa doon nagtapos yun..
kasi even while she was already washing, she was giving me a show (gulp!)..
sakto kasing kitang-kita yung area nung toilet bowl mula sa kinahihigaan ko, tapos eh hindi pa nagsara ng pinto si Miss C (at siyempre bukas din yung ilaw sa loob nung banyo)..
her legs were spread wide while she's seated on that toilet bowl..
she was caressing her bosom and rubbing her kitten while washing them well..
all that, while she's showing me a naughty smile on her face..
i came near her and apologized for not having enough stamina.. :(
i asked her na kesyo siguro hindi siya nag-enjoy sa akin..?
but she told me na sa tingin ko ba daw eh she would have that kind of smile on her face kung hindi talaga siya nag-enjoy..
i was relieved with her answer, but still - how i wished i could have satisfied her and helped her reach her completion too...
kasi even while she was already washing, she was giving me a show (gulp!)..
sakto kasing kitang-kita yung area nung toilet bowl mula sa kinahihigaan ko, tapos eh hindi pa nagsara ng pinto si Miss C (at siyempre bukas din yung ilaw sa loob nung banyo)..
her legs were spread wide while she's seated on that toilet bowl..
she was caressing her bosom and rubbing her kitten while washing them well..
all that, while she's showing me a naughty smile on her face..
i came near her and apologized for not having enough stamina.. :(
i asked her na kesyo siguro hindi siya nag-enjoy sa akin..?
but she told me na sa tingin ko ba daw eh she would have that kind of smile on her face kung hindi talaga siya nag-enjoy..
i was relieved with her answer, but still - how i wished i could have satisfied her and helped her reach her completion too...
thoughtful si Miss C (o
baka naman natakot lang siya noong napansin niya na medyo malakas ang
palpitation ko dahil sa gamot XD)..
at nagi-guilty ako na nag-alala pa siya dahil sa akin..
tapos nangati pa ang lalamunan ko sa kalagitnaan ng date namin..
napansin ko rin na mahilig siya sa Japanese Rubber (may dala siyang sarili niya :D ), parang mas gusto yun ng mga babae - maninipis na rubber..
she always tries to boost my self-confidence; telling me na may itsura naman daw ako, na magpagupit lang ako ng buhok at magbihis gaya ng sa mga kabinataan ngayon - at siguradong ang mga babae pa DAW ang lalapit sa akin..
pero it's too late for that now - kasi isinuko ko na yung paghahanap ko sa babaeng magmamahal sa akin, kapalit ng pagpasok ko sa mundo ng Walking..
kaya naman hindi ko na kailangan pang i-impress ang sinuman..
she made sure na okay lang talaga ako bago niya ako iwanang mag-isa..
and she gave me a beso before she left me... :)
at nagi-guilty ako na nag-alala pa siya dahil sa akin..
tapos nangati pa ang lalamunan ko sa kalagitnaan ng date namin..
napansin ko rin na mahilig siya sa Japanese Rubber (may dala siyang sarili niya :D ), parang mas gusto yun ng mga babae - maninipis na rubber..
she always tries to boost my self-confidence; telling me na may itsura naman daw ako, na magpagupit lang ako ng buhok at magbihis gaya ng sa mga kabinataan ngayon - at siguradong ang mga babae pa DAW ang lalapit sa akin..
pero it's too late for that now - kasi isinuko ko na yung paghahanap ko sa babaeng magmamahal sa akin, kapalit ng pagpasok ko sa mundo ng Walking..
kaya naman hindi ko na kailangan pang i-impress ang sinuman..
she made sure na okay lang talaga ako bago niya ako iwanang mag-isa..
and she gave me a beso before she left me... :)
malaki ang panghihinayang ko kay Miss C.. :(
hindi kasi gaya ng sa 1st Walk ko, parang andaling naubos ng lakas at stamina ko sa consecutive 2nd & 3rd Walk ko..
na para bang hindi gumana yung Vitamin B Complex na ininom ko, kaya tinamaan ako ng pangangalay..
nagsisi tuloy ako kung bakit mas inuna ko si Strawberry, na di hamak naman na less sulit kumpara sa kanya..
mas na-enjoy ko siguro noon si Miss C kung siya yung inuna ko..
pero sa bagay, maganda na nga rin yun na natapos yung gabi ko nang masaya ako... :)
hindi kasi gaya ng sa 1st Walk ko, parang andaling naubos ng lakas at stamina ko sa consecutive 2nd & 3rd Walk ko..
na para bang hindi gumana yung Vitamin B Complex na ininom ko, kaya tinamaan ako ng pangangalay..
nagsisi tuloy ako kung bakit mas inuna ko si Strawberry, na di hamak naman na less sulit kumpara sa kanya..
mas na-enjoy ko siguro noon si Miss C kung siya yung inuna ko..
pero sa bagay, maganda na nga rin yun na natapos yung gabi ko nang masaya ako... :)
sa tingin ko nakita ko na ang panibagong Ace of Hearts ko sa katauhan ni Miss C..
i was very impressed with her level of professionalism..
with her, it's not just about helping her client reach the maximum number of completion (as per your deal), even when you seem tired already..
pero she also considers her client's demands, fantasies, and even those things that they want to learn about sex..
hindi rin siya namimili ng kliyente, basta ba matinong tao eh tinutulungan niya..
and for me, i find that trait of her being superb as an escort..
she's impressive, but i find her dangerous too..
with all her good traits & work ethics, it's hard not to fall for her..
dahil sa kanya na-realize ko na dependent pa rin talaga sa babae yung kahihinatnan ng sex, hindi pwerket may kapareha ka na maganda at sexy eh okay na - kaya naman kailangan kong maging mas maingat pa next time..
so the lesson para sa current set of walks ko is:
rather than just choosing someone who is extremely beautiful on the outside, it would be wiser to choose a girl who can get along with you and who is willing to please you..
and it was a BIG bonus that Miss C also happened to be a gorgeous and a voluptuous lady.. :)
sana lang talaga magawa ko pa siyang balikan..
marami pa akong gustong matutunan kasama siya..
at siyempre gusto ko ring matutunan kung paano ko siya mapi-please sa kung ano man yung meron ako..
wala pa akong napi-please na babae eh - yung tipong makikita ko talaga yung completion nila... :(
i was very impressed with her level of professionalism..
with her, it's not just about helping her client reach the maximum number of completion (as per your deal), even when you seem tired already..
pero she also considers her client's demands, fantasies, and even those things that they want to learn about sex..
hindi rin siya namimili ng kliyente, basta ba matinong tao eh tinutulungan niya..
and for me, i find that trait of her being superb as an escort..
she's impressive, but i find her dangerous too..
with all her good traits & work ethics, it's hard not to fall for her..
dahil sa kanya na-realize ko na dependent pa rin talaga sa babae yung kahihinatnan ng sex, hindi pwerket may kapareha ka na maganda at sexy eh okay na - kaya naman kailangan kong maging mas maingat pa next time..
so the lesson para sa current set of walks ko is:
rather than just choosing someone who is extremely beautiful on the outside, it would be wiser to choose a girl who can get along with you and who is willing to please you..
and it was a BIG bonus that Miss C also happened to be a gorgeous and a voluptuous lady.. :)
sana lang talaga magawa ko pa siyang balikan..
marami pa akong gustong matutunan kasama siya..
at siyempre gusto ko ring matutunan kung paano ko siya mapi-please sa kung ano man yung meron ako..
wala pa akong napi-please na babae eh - yung tipong makikita ko talaga yung completion nila... :(
a little more about Miss C..
she's an undergraduate of a certain BS course (a good course actually), pero hindi na kaso yun coz she owns some business(es) now..
she gave up her virginity to her boyfriend at a very young age (that's below 18), at nakabuo kaagad sila at first try..
she said they did it under the influence of alcohol, and because of curiousity na rin..
nanghihinayang ako sa kanya, kasi matagal na silang hiwalay nung lalaki na yun at halos kaunting panahon lang siya dinamayan..
tapos sa 2nd meeting namin, nalaman ko na hindi niya lang pala basta boyfriend yun kundi nakasal (nasakal) pa sila.. :(
at bumigat yung loob ko, kasi i don't think she deserves that - yung pakinabangan, tapos eh iiwanan lang pala at ipagpapalit pa sa ibang babae..
sobrang naging unfair sa kanya ng tadhana.. :(
at dahil dun, hindi niya priority ang kanyang lovelife sa ngayon (para ngang duda siya na magkaka-lovelife pa siya eh)..
naka-focus na muna siya sa anak niya at sa family nila..
at sila ang motivation niya kaya siya napasok sa ganitong industriya - to have or provide a better future for them..
she was recruited by a friend, at kabilang siya sa original members na nag-decide na bumuo dun sa [Name of Group]..
but she didn't last long dahil sa nature ng services nila, at bumalik lang ulit siya about more than a year ago..
what she tries to enjoy is the companionship, meeting different kinds of people, & learning or gaining knowledge from them..
she's not picky with her clients, and she believes na kahit na sinong lalaki na gustong lumigaya, basta ba matino namang tao, eh handa niyang tulungan..
worst experience na niya yung matapat sa mga lasing na kliyente..
she says she doesn't smoke, pero she drinks just like her other groupmates..
the most probable reason for her to retire is kapag at least stable na sila...
she's an undergraduate of a certain BS course (a good course actually), pero hindi na kaso yun coz she owns some business(es) now..
she gave up her virginity to her boyfriend at a very young age (that's below 18), at nakabuo kaagad sila at first try..
she said they did it under the influence of alcohol, and because of curiousity na rin..
nanghihinayang ako sa kanya, kasi matagal na silang hiwalay nung lalaki na yun at halos kaunting panahon lang siya dinamayan..
tapos sa 2nd meeting namin, nalaman ko na hindi niya lang pala basta boyfriend yun kundi nakasal (nasakal) pa sila.. :(
at bumigat yung loob ko, kasi i don't think she deserves that - yung pakinabangan, tapos eh iiwanan lang pala at ipagpapalit pa sa ibang babae..
sobrang naging unfair sa kanya ng tadhana.. :(
at dahil dun, hindi niya priority ang kanyang lovelife sa ngayon (para ngang duda siya na magkaka-lovelife pa siya eh)..
naka-focus na muna siya sa anak niya at sa family nila..
at sila ang motivation niya kaya siya napasok sa ganitong industriya - to have or provide a better future for them..
she was recruited by a friend, at kabilang siya sa original members na nag-decide na bumuo dun sa [Name of Group]..
but she didn't last long dahil sa nature ng services nila, at bumalik lang ulit siya about more than a year ago..
what she tries to enjoy is the companionship, meeting different kinds of people, & learning or gaining knowledge from them..
she's not picky with her clients, and she believes na kahit na sinong lalaki na gustong lumigaya, basta ba matino namang tao, eh handa niyang tulungan..
worst experience na niya yung matapat sa mga lasing na kliyente..
she says she doesn't smoke, pero she drinks just like her other groupmates..
the most probable reason for her to retire is kapag at least stable na sila...
hati yung feelings ko about Miss C..
i'm very glad na nakakilala ako ng isang babaeng katulad niya sa industriya..
pero at the same time, nalulungkot ako kung bakit sa ganung paraan pa kami nagkakilala..
she doesn't deserve that.. :(
kung pinanindigan lang sana siya ng lalaking pinili niya noon, baka hindi na niya kinailangan pang mapasok sa ganitong uri ng kalakaran kung saan isinusugal niya ang reputasyon niya at lalo na ang kanyang kalusugan.. :(
kung susuwertehin pa ako sa aking buhay, gusto ko sanang makakilala ng isang babaeng katulad niya..
not just physically, pero pati pagdating sa pag-uugali..
i mean, hindi ako sigurado kung yung ugaling ipinapakita niya eh yung totoo sa kanya o kung yun lang siya bilang isang propesyunal..
pero kung anuman, gusto ko yung babae na ganun ang outlook sa buhay..
sa tingin ko ganun yung tipo ng babae na gugustuhin kong magmahal at tumanggap sa isang katulad ko lamang..
i really hope na magawa na niyang makaalis kaagad sa ganitong klase ng kalakaran - even if it means na hindi ko na siya muling makikita pa.. :(
mas okay na sa akin yung ganun kung mangangahulugan naman yun na magiging safe na siya..
she needs to be healthy - for her child, and her family..
haaay..... kung may magagawa lang sana ako para maialis kaagad siya sa ganung klase ng mundo.....
i'm very glad na nakakilala ako ng isang babaeng katulad niya sa industriya..
pero at the same time, nalulungkot ako kung bakit sa ganung paraan pa kami nagkakilala..
she doesn't deserve that.. :(
kung pinanindigan lang sana siya ng lalaking pinili niya noon, baka hindi na niya kinailangan pang mapasok sa ganitong uri ng kalakaran kung saan isinusugal niya ang reputasyon niya at lalo na ang kanyang kalusugan.. :(
kung susuwertehin pa ako sa aking buhay, gusto ko sanang makakilala ng isang babaeng katulad niya..
not just physically, pero pati pagdating sa pag-uugali..
i mean, hindi ako sigurado kung yung ugaling ipinapakita niya eh yung totoo sa kanya o kung yun lang siya bilang isang propesyunal..
pero kung anuman, gusto ko yung babae na ganun ang outlook sa buhay..
sa tingin ko ganun yung tipo ng babae na gugustuhin kong magmahal at tumanggap sa isang katulad ko lamang..
i really hope na magawa na niyang makaalis kaagad sa ganitong klase ng kalakaran - even if it means na hindi ko na siya muling makikita pa.. :(
mas okay na sa akin yung ganun kung mangangahulugan naman yun na magiging safe na siya..
she needs to be healthy - for her child, and her family..
haaay..... kung may magagawa lang sana ako para maialis kaagad siya sa ganung klase ng mundo.....
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